Have a seat, please.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

2010-10-06T01:48:00.000-07:00

Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep

Do not stand at my grave weep

I am not there, I do not sleep

I am a thousand winds taht blow

I am the diamond glint on snow

I am the sunlight on ripened grain

I am the gentle autumn rain

When you awake in the morning hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

of quiet birds in circled flight

And the soft star that shines at night

I am not there. I did not die

Do not stand at my grave weep

시 쓰는 남자.

2010-06-30T21:16:00.000-07:00

그는 시를 쓴다.
나는 시를 읽지 않은지 거의 10년이 되었다.
그는 감동적인듯 동시에 웃긴 시를 쓴다.
진지하게 쓰는 것이라고 생각하고 있지는 않지만.
가끔 그는, 나중에 자신의 시들을 모아 시집을 내어달라고 말한다.
처음 그가 나를 위해 시를 쓰고 그것을 읽어 주었을 때.
나는 지구에 남은 단 한명의 남자 사람 로맨티스트를 내가 가졌다고 생각했다.
그가 벽에 붙어있던 아무개의 시를 읽고 눈물을 흘렸다고 말할 때
나는 그를 지켜주어야 할 것 같은 생각에
일시적으로 마음이 정말로 굉장히 불안정 해지는 것을 느꼈다.

새로나온 음반들을 들으면서 시계를 쳐다보고있던 지금,
그가 시를 쓰는 남자라는 사실을 상기하고
나는 갑자기 정말로 굉장히 그가 사랑스러워지고 말았다.

고등학교때 옮겨서 수첩에 넣어가지고 다니던
황지우의 "너를 기다리는 동안"이
아주 오랜 세월을 다하여 시 쓰는 남자 사람을 지금 보내주었다.
아주 먼 데서 지금도 천천히 오고 있는 그를
그를 기다리는 동안 나도 가고 있다고,
남들이 열고 들어오는 문을 통해
내 가슴에 쿵쿵거리는 모든 발자국 따라
그를 기다리는 동안 나는 그에게 가고 있다고.
말하고 싶다.

2010-06-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

나는 그와 함께 걷고있다.

2시간 전
조그만 개울이 흐르는 다리를 건널때만해도
우리는 서로에게 귀기울이고
웃고, 떠들고, 서로에게 서로가 너무 중요하여
어디로 가는지 따위는 안중에도 없는
걷기를 하고있었다고 하자.

큰 나무들로 둘러싸인 제법 아름다운 길을 걷고있는 지금
그러나 우리는 다리 아프고 목 마르고
도데체 우리가 어디 쯤 걷고 있는지 알 길이 없으며
곧 어두워질지도 모른다는 공포감까지 느끼고 있다고 하자.

긴 침묵이 이어지고
걸음은 느려졌으며
간혹 나누는 대화는
너 때문에 이 길로 가고 있다
라는 주제를 벗어날 길이 없다고 하자.

울고, 울고, 울고.
미워하거나 미안해하거나
하는 일은 그만두자.

방향을 돌려
조그만 개울이 흐르는 다리로 돌아가
그길을 걷는다고 해도
우리는 2시간 전으로 돌아갈 수 없는 것이다.

그렇다면,
울고, 미워하거나, 미안해 하지 않기위해.
무엇을 해야할까.

물부터 찾아야하나 쉴곳을 찾아야할까.
잠시 쉬어가자고 말해야하나.
너와 함께라면 밤새 걸어도 상관없다고 말하는게 좋은가.
이길로 오자고 해서 미안하다고 하면 좋은가.
나도 피곤하니까 나한테 뭐라고 하지말라고 소리쳐 버릴까.

이렇게 계속 걷다가는
쓰러지고 말것이다.

방법을 찾아야한다.
어디에도 없어보이는
누구도 알려주지 않는
그렇지만 어쩌면 모두가
알고있을 지도 모르는
그것을 찾아야 하는 때 이다.

정말로 굉장히 외로운 길위의 어느 때인 것이다.

2010-06-05T13:29:00.001-07:00

Great Sand Dune.

2010-05-31T20:36:00.000-07:00

정말로 굉장히 Great한 Sand의 Dune이라고나 할까.
아직도 귀에서 모래나온다. 내귀에 모래있다.
그녀의 썰매는 생각처럼 미끄러지지 않고
가파른 각도에서 꺼꾸로 누운체 발을 버둥거리다가,
남자친구인듯 보이는 남자의 비웃음을 샀다.

seinesong

2010-05-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

A father who is awakened from sleep
making a song and sing to his daughter
who is awakened from sleep.
Her name is Seine so the tile is seine song.
It's from the father's twitter.

2010-05-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

관계에서 한 측 파트너가 다른 파트너에게 지나치게 정성을 기울이고
과도히 성의를 다하는 것은 두 사람이 '기브 앤 테이크',
'상부상조'를 나누는 동등한 관계가 아니라는 반증이다.
장기적 남녀관계에서 아주 중요한 진정으로 건강한 소통이 이루어지지 않고 있다는 시그널이다.
남녀관계에서 가장 중요한 것은 '상대방이 내게 얼마나 잘해주느냐'와 같은 유아기적 잣대가 아니라,
공동진화, 조율, 융합과 화합의 가능성, 감정의 일치이다.
건강한 관계에서는 상대방이 내게 지속적 관심이 있고 나를 염려하고 필요할 때 도와준다는 확신이 있다.
그리고 그런 관계에서 파트너1은 파트너2가 언제 무엇이 어느 정도 필요한지 비교적 정확하게 느낄 수 있다.
그리고 "기꺼이, 기쁘게" 나선다. 이 얼마나 성숙하고 아름다운 상부상조인가.
과도한 배려, 지나친 관심, 애정 퍼붇기는 깊은 애정을 만들어주지 않는다.

-김선희

2010-05-19T00:30:00.000-07:00

존 카메론 미첼의 연출.
아래 비디오는 전혀 모르는 타인이 음악없이 한시간동안 바라보는 과정이다./

나는 타인에 대해 내 기준으로 불쌍하다고 생각하는 것에 대한
일종의 죄의식 같은 것이 있다.
그것이 타인에게 불행을 초래 할 수 있다고 믿는다./

오늘 60세의 할머니와 식사를 할 기회가 있었다./

이 비디오를 찾아보지 않았다면 두통이 내일까지 이어졌을 것이다./

까만색 초컬릿 케익위에 초컬릿 시럽이 뿌려진 아주아주 단 케익이 땡긴다./

2010-05-18T17:53:00.000-07:00

A circus rider in boulder. 04302010.

2010-05-17T16:36:00.000-07:00

“Great souls have wills; feeble ones have only wishes”

2010-05-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

By acting like a man in love,
he became a man in love again.

I see you.

2010-05-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

누군가 했던 말이 생각난다.
I see you.가 아니면 사랑이 아니지.

2010-04-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

Do not swim - float.

March.

2010-03-09T00:49:00.000-08:00

I feel like I'm bear in the Dangun mythology.
I want to fly to Andromeda.

Hello,Hello,Hello.

2009-12-10T22:21:00.000-08:00

Here's some news about me and it's very late.

One, I got the car about 1 month ago.

Two, I got the part time job about 3weeks ago and it's extremely hard.

Three, I totally forgot the English.

Four, I just prepared gift for Christmas.

additionally, in denver, I can see very clearly here the stars shining in the night sky.

Happy Christmas to all, I mean Christian or Buddhist or whoever.

2009-11-11T18:28:00.000-08:00

These days, I don't have any chance to see this guys. So sadly.

My sister's keeper.

2009-11-03T20:05:00.000-08:00

I just picked this movie up because I have some time for killing before I go to bed. Then, it was nice as much as I want to read the original book. I didn't know why but I started crying. No, actually, I know why. The movie just touch my mind that really wants to cry. But I can have excuse. Officially, it is very sad movie.

2009-11-03T19:25:00.000-08:00

I saw the movie 'Astro Boy' again with these kids.

Halloween. Pillow Fight. Down Town. 09:30pm.

2009-10-28T21:01:00.000-07:00

Halloween Party

2009-10-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

I was a Black Cat.
I just bought ears and tail.
I did my best.
That's almost 10$.
And I couldn't enjoy the dance 100 percent as usual.

Astroboy.

2009-10-25T20:23:00.000-07:00

For some reason or other, I saw some kids movies thesedays.
It seems that mixed from some old movies such as AI, Gladiator, and Super hero movies but it really moved me.

2009-10-23T22:26:00.000-07:00

Speechlessly cute movie! :] :) :} :>

Give me a congratulation

2009-10-23T21:22:00.000-07:00

I finished this.
So, thesedays I always be with this even its weather is so hot.

A morning walk

2009-10-23T20:27:00.000-07:00

Few days ago, there was a snow again :)

Here in Denver, It seems that I'm the only one who interested in snow.

This is small park near my home and I met some old man who was strolling in there.

There was just two of us in whole park.

When we met in the middle of that road, he said to me like "Hello, I'm not the only CRAZY one."

So, I was like :]

Confused.

2009-10-15T18:05:00.000-07:00

Right now, I have to choose next step of my life.
This was stared from when I got institutional TOEFL score.
And, I made the jump the level to level 6. Damn, I'm good. :)

Number one, whether I will change the campus or not.
Number two, I can go institute and get tutor instead SILC.
Number three, I just go out this country to Netherlands or Korea.

I learned that life is just choice after I had come here.
When I was in Korea, I didn't choose anything.
I just let all things be there, which means I didn't want to be responsable for anything about me.

Yesterday, I had made hand-knitted comforter.
Today, I drove around my town.

I think I'm growing up now.
Am I?

Chipotle

2009-10-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

You must going to be love it!

Except Yumi :)

If I were rich, I would have chain of Chipotle in Korea.

I'm sure that is going to succeed.

Hand Knitted Comforter.

2009-10-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

Just three woolen yarn , really really huge hooked needle
and one day night with drama that's it.
I made this the day before yesterday.

I had keep doing this even in school.

I think I have done really big thing :)

You know, last year, I had never finished this kind of work.

2009-10-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

My First Saturday. Because of the class-off in Korean school.

Since I had came here, actually I never have been having weekend. I mean real weekend. Wake up lately, just eat anything, listen radio, watch TV, surf the web without reason, something like that. Just doing nothing. I really miss this kind of laziness. Today's weather is snowy again and I'm full of laziness. How am I today? Great! Sure as shooting!

Frozen autumn leaves.

2009-10-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

See, I told you. :)

You Must Want To Be Pregnant In The Children’s Museum

2009-10-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

09222009 /Newspaper Module

If you have kids, there is a perfect place named the Children’s Museum for you. My class and I visited last Friday. Unfortunately, they just allowed us to tour with a guide because no children accompanied us.
The tour was great for me because I have some kids to teach art to every Saturday.
I think the Children’s Museum is a good place for the kids. There are various facilities and programs. Children are able to do so many activities. They can learn about diversity through the art room that had some drawing tools and several racial pictures and they can experience emergency situations such as fire, a pet’s illness through the fire station room and hospital room. Also, your kids can recognize about thinking green through the crafts room where kids should only use recycled materials. Additionally, there are chances for kids to be able to learn about the economy through a market room.
After the tour of the museum, I was really disappointed that I don’t have a child. Also, I am sad that my country doesn’t have this kind of place for kids. For that reason, I suggest that if you have children, you had better visit the Children’s Museum with your kids.
The museum is open 7days a week and is located in the Central Platte Valley, and easily accessible from the Platte Bike Trail or Interstate-25. If you need more information, check here www.mychildsmuseum.org

First Snow in Denver /081009

2009-10-08T17:28:00.000-07:00

Today, clouds gave the first snow to Denver.

I was sick and tired of English, public transportation, test and loneliness.

Yet, I'm fine now. :)

The Most Important Aspects of the Educational system in My Country

2009-10-07T16:39:00.000-07:00

07/10/2009/ R/W class

In your school year, if you could study math of the highest levels, can you feel more happy now? The most important aspects of the educational system in Korea are its academic system and the huge amount of academic workload. Korean students have to study the highest levels of math and science. Also, they should spend most of their time in school.

First, Korea’s educational system is academic. What I mean by academic is that students must learn deep levels of math and science. For example, in America, some students learn about difficult math in their ten year olds and other people never learn about the difficult levels of math. However, most Korean students are required the highest levels of math. Do you think that the highest levels of math are necessary to their life, to their success or to their happiness? I don’t think so. In my school years, I prefer the art and language rather than math and science but I couldn’t spend more time for the study of those. I had to study deep levels of math every day. At that time, I asked my teacher why I had to study all that stuff. The teacher’s answer is “Now, you don’t know why it is necessary when you’ll grow up then, you’ll know.” Now, I’m already twenty-eight years old. However, I don’t know why I had to learn all of those math and science things. It is really useless in my life, so far.

Second, the Korean students shouldn’t study for too much time. They spend most of their time in school. As far as I am concerned, education has various methods, which means education must teach knowledge and skills. Furthermore, education has to give chances so student can experience sports and instruments something like that. Yet, most of Korean students should study every day from early morning to late at night. For example, I had been studying for 6 years from 8 am to 11 pm. I think I should have taken the time for various experiences, not just in school.

In conclusion, the Korean educational system should teach different levels and different things, which means they have to give students what they really want. The academic system of education is necessary. However, that is not mandatory to all students. If there is a student who really wants to study the highest levels of math or science, then, that is mandatory to him. On the other hand, like me, I should have and a more varied and appropriate education. If there is student whose education is extremely boring, that is disaster to their life.

Hello, beautifuls!

2009-10-07T15:57:00.001-07:00

When I came out from my house, I encounter this beautifuls.
When I go back to home from school, I meet this pretties.
And every time, I say hello to them.

This made me confused whether I need camera or not.

I really wanted to take a picture of this.

Few weeks later, regardless of this, I just bought the new digital camera.

This morning, I lost my bus to school.

Next bus is coming 30 minutes later.

So, I just push my camera' shutters.

Hello, beautifuls.

Finally, I got you. :)

HOT SPRINGS

2009-10-05T21:37:00.000-07:00

I really want to be boiled. Can I? :)

The way to home.

2009-10-05T19:35:00.000-07:00

Broadway Station, raining, no umbrella like other people.

Kids Art Class

2009-10-03T14:57:00.000-07:00

Kis Art Class_03/10/2009

Save me, if you want to save yourself.

2009-10-03T14:32:00.000-07:00

01/10/2009

Hello, everyone.
I am albatross. I stand here to represent all ocean’ creature.
My family and friends such as birds, fishes, coral reefs, turtles, and even marine mammals are dying now.
I just lost my parents. They mistook wastes for food.
Do you think they are stupid? Maybe they are.
But, All you are guilty about my parents’ death.

If you have experience to use plastic, especially plastic water bottle.
You are guilty. Your plastic water bottles kill the ocean now.
Oceans make up 97% of Earth’s waters. Oceans feed us and sustain us.
And, most of oxygen in our atmosphere is generated by the sea.
Oceans control our climate and weather, so our lives depend on the ocean.
Yet, we’re poisoning the ocean with hundreds of millions of tons of plastic.
Over 2 million plastic beverage bottles are used every 5 minutes in the U.S.
As little as 10% of plastic bottles are recycled, the rest end up in landfills or in our oceans.
As one of result of this, there is a garbage patch twice the size of Texas in the North Pacific.
It is called ‘the great pacific garbage patch’. These trash directly effects ocean life. 100 million marine mammals and turtles in the north pacific are killed every year by plastic in the ocean. 70-100% of North Pacific sea birds are affected by eating plastic.
You must remember, my parents starved to death because ate too much plastic trash.
Also, Plastic fragments concentrate pollutants up to one million times ambient levels in the sea.
It is effect on turning in just plastic to poison. The fish you eat have likely ingested contaminated plastic.
As a result, you are indirectly ingesting contaminated plastic. Nature can no longer produce organic fish in the ocean.
So, here is my warning, if you keep using the plastic water bottle, my friends and I are going to be died.
And then, let me guess. Finally, you might be died too.

So, challenge!
People! You must stop using plastic beverage bottles!
Stop to this disaster before its too late.
Government! You must consider the significant regulations for factories of plastic.
You must not neglect to this situation.

Imagine Earth without oceans.
It’s easy to do,
You can reduce the ocean pollution.
You can save me and my friends and yourself.